In this essay, I delve deeper in the phenomenon: Autogynephilia.Where does it come from? Is there a cure? Is it innate, due to external factors, or because of multiple things happening at once? In this essay we are trying to find out.Highly colored by esoteric approaches, my own neuronal upmake, and an overarching point of view, while being in discussion with an imaginary psychotherapist, we are trying to find some answers on this severely complex phenomenon.Strap on your seatbelt, and hold on tight, because we are going for a ride.