This book was written for veterans and their caregivers. It is so hard for someone to convey their thoughts of things so vile and disgusting that these things have caused that person to go into a state of mental disorder. This is to let all veterans know that they are not alone. There are others with those same horrible thoughts; the same horrific nightmares; and the same always "on edge" feelings. This is also for those who care for these veterans. I hope to bring some clarity into the mind of someone who is so damaged by their past that they cannot properly express it. God bless my fellow veterans and those who love and support them.