A rollercoaster collection of poetic musings about life. Shades of bullying, being a social enigma, growing from doormat to mat-urity, parenting a paradox, trying to understand budgerigars, gazing at the stars and wondering why, a senior exploring my lately diagnosed autistic mind now I've got instructions about configuration, coping with neighbours and medication, observations of places and people. Lastly, finding faith, fulfilment and contentment.